The beauty of our love paints rainbows

i realized we had so much in difference
i felt so terrible tonight when you said out everything that made me realized that what i've done was not appreciated.
you said you did but when you said out those thing i can see that you dun. eg my temper.
i did change and i tot you agreed with it but i was totally wrong
im so stupid that i tot you saw my changes.
and now im lost. im not sure what should i do.
all you noe is that we female only know how to say you changed you fucked wat.
but wat made us see you this way ?
there must be something you did that made us feel so.

at times you made me feel that im appreciated, loved and worth for me to do more than wat i should do
but at times you made me felt like im a bloody fool, you changed and you dont love me as much as you do and not worth me me to do so much
why cant you give me a stable feeling.
so that when my friend say he not worth for you to do so much unless he's your husband and i can fight back with that - he appreciated wat i did, how much i loved him and he so worth it for me to do so much

i dun need any comments about my eng from this post.
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))