The beauty of our love paints rainbows

have been reading up those past posts
and i do really miss the time
but everything seems to go too fast that i cant catch up with the pace
and i realise im breaking down soon

whats the best solution ?
is it right in my mind ?

i start to miss the part we were so happy in the fish farm
holland village
zoo and everything

i wish i could pick up all the other pieces and put together
forgetting all the pains
i hate crying everyday
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))