have been revising
but dunno why for no reason
i keep flashing back the past we had

and then the hamham caught my eyes =))
and all of the sudden
i rmb how it felt like when he sucessfully caught that hamham for me
i was totally blushing
and jumping when that moment the prize drop in the jackpot hole
heho
and i rmbed what he said
"let my hamster accompany your real hamham ba =))"


oh rmb this baby ??


so i let baby out and have fun with her daddy's prize

haha
what a beautiful love
how i wish time stops at that moment
in fact is a lot of moment i wish it stops at =))

baby i missing you real lots =((
hope you take care of your health

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

i was mugging with my revision
and i was so irritated
when i rmb everything and next day i forgetting part of it

i just cant stand my bloody brain
and im trying so hard
effing hard
GOD

and its been long i spend whole day with baby
=((
we hardly spare time for each other
and both are busy with our thing
baby busy working and im here mugging with my books and words
baby i miss you real lots
how i wish you could appear now and gave me a real big hug and tell me
"baby, everything is gonna be alright"
but i know its impossible coz

BABY IS IN LALA LAND NOW
hehoheho
baby here i come
and allows me to be in your dreamy world
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

is this wat i really wan ?
sometimes a simple sentence can just distract my attention
and hurt me too


i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

a random pic =))


i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

just read up a blog of a friend of mine
i dunno how bad her attitude was
i dunno how hot tempered she is
but i believe she really learnt her lesson

i maybe soft-hearted
but as i read up her blog
together with the music that blends in
i was so touched

guys could nv imagine how hard a girl suffers after a break up
they might think - you missed the chance and thats it
but did they really give a sec chance ?

i believe after this hard breakup
she do really noes how to treasure the r/s she has

guys may think that
aiya change ? how much can they change ?
but when girls had a big blow
they do really change
if she can really go to his block and wait for him
to this stage
i knew she can make changes

i know how it feels like
clara =)) cheer up
just make sure nv to repeat your mistakes
make him regret for his whole life for not giving you another chance to see the changes you made
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

sometimes having a partner makes no diff
coz when i seriously need you
you are not by my side
you really left me aside
doing your own thing

and the feeling is coming back
the long lost feeling is back
i tot you can help me over with it
but somehow you reminds me that

are you really so cold hearted
gosh
i cant control my emotional
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

its really disheartening when im trying to make the very first move
to change the way i look at things
but somehow im so not appreciated

baby if i really did doubt you or there's no trust in us
i would be angry or wouldnt let you go to the supper
but nope i didnt
im just mad that you make me worry so much
i kept looking at the fone
and see if there's any msg

i know you explain to me
and im here trying to control my temper
and i end things as fast as possible
with a solution that
next time pls rmb to tell me
at least i know if you going or not
and i start talking to you nicely
but your msg was like
talking to a normal friend
i waited and continuously talking to you in a very sweet manner
and you just replied with

haven =I you doing wat
you finish work wat time
straight away go home
and lastly
so guai ?
normally you will be sayng
wa baby so gd ?
thats when im so pissed off and i just replied you that words of anger to spike you

but did you really try to understand wat im trying to say ?
did you look back at the msg earlier on ?
you said that you were alright after i let the matter rest
but the way you sms really sound alright ?

its really hurt that
im trying to make a different but
not even words of appreciation
and you even said that im keep rtying to pick up fight after i went to Sentosa

thats not wat i wanted
if you were to talk nicely and the same way as you normally talked to me after i let the matter rest
none of this thing will start again
and
i didnt stop you from going for supper
i just wanna noe if you went ?
and before eating
dun you have the thoughts of smsing me abt it ?
all i know the next day was you went to gab hs overnight
next day going work
cant you at least tell me
baby i went for work?

you left me worry for whole night and the next day
i kept thinking if you woke up ?
did you go for work ?
you got bring charger ?

when im just purely worry
you accuse me of doubt you and there's no trust

its been so long that i cant sleep and sitting there having a smsing fight
somehow history gonna repeat ?
i nv knew you were the same as the 2 of them
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))