The beauty of our love paints rainbows

marathon 2009 & med wedding

2009-12-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

yea we went for marathon again =D
but this time i have more frenz to run with me
and this time i have slow down by 10 mins =S
i realise im getting breathless easily
hmm and im now considering if i should go for sundown marathon

start of the run

this looks funny haha

and this too

yea tada

we look so pale =S and SHAGGG

finally otw home
super tired and smelly

after running
i have to attend med de wedding
she looks so different
haha so pretty =D
finally her hard work pays off
those video she create
when i saw here coming in i felt so happy that i really feel like crying =D
so fast she's gonna be other ppl wife
den sooner she going to be a mother of ? twins ? haha
stay happy med

loves sis

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

thanks everyone

2009-12-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

a lot of thanks to those who loves me =D
and wish me happy birthday
no matter if its last min plan or wat, i appreciated that =D

all these are the present i received =D
and there are somemore in the past post
and again thanks everyone
i really like all the present

loves

valent handmade photo-board =D
haha i was laughing all along while im browsing it

ah pei gave me de birthday present =D

thanks valent and may for the perfume
and its a reminder to TAN MAY HAO
hee
dun try to steal my DKNY lipgloss =D

this was given by baby's parents and bro =D

the bracelet is made of swarovski and i bet its cost a bomb
if im not wrong they bought it from a high end jewel shop in genting

and tada =D
baby bought me a BURBERRY WALLET =D
thanks baby
and its like finally la ... i can burn it, throw it, buried my going 4 years wallet

coin compartment

inside

today my colleague celebrated my belated birthday with me =D
they bought me a cake and surprise me haha =D
im so paiseh =p

hee

last but not least here are some words from the bottom of my heart =D

to JEANILLE (pei)

thanks so much for bring me to eat the 99CENTS sushi
and dun becoz i wrote "99 cents" you think i felt its so cheap hee =D
coz i noe wat you thinking =)
its been 3 years continuously you helped me celebrated my brithday =D
and im so happy that i found another true frenz =D
we shares all lots of dark secret
we talk crap and we pitch each other lovely breast (though you dun have, but lets pretend you have one D cup size k)
wat a fun and joyful sch-day hur right =)
we shall keep celebrate each other birthday =D
and next year is 21st wor sis =D arent you excited ?yea .... sup sis hahah

to VALENT , MAY , MT

thanks so much for the surprise but well i think im 100% .. well 99.9% IQ retard haha
coz mt says that you guy actually have alr almost let the cat out of the bag and i still in my 0.1% IQ world lol ..
thanks for the perfume =D
smell so nice
though its not a very wonderful celebration but cant blame coz singapore is either SMALL or its PRICEY .. we cant go for the entertainments =S
but its the thought that counts

to BABY

all i could say is I LOVE YOU =D
thanks so much for putting so much commitment in this relationship, and guess wat ?
we have been together for 1 year 3 month and im looking forward to our 1 year 6 month .. 2 year .. 2 year 6 month and blablabla to our wed =) and before that im going to wait for you to finish your army .. start your career and im going to be your bei hou de nu ren =D how amazing is that
though you working as a part timer
and recently you are only working for few days yet you make an effort to buy me a burberry wallet .. im feeling a little guilty as well =S
baby thanks so much for everything =D
you bring me another mum, dad and bro to love me =D
and thanks them so much for the present
they are lovely

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

early celebration =)

2009-11-27T23:37:00.007+08:00

anyway thanks ah pei and amy for early celebration
i appreciate that
and thanks so much =D loves
and i enjoy my day as well

the rose bud tea

the eggy is super nice

she look so funny

yea super nice
yummy

we eat a lot and its super cheap

the dessert is super nice
especially the jelly

wat a big and long mouth

wat a big LV bag

she is trying to see if my spec suit her

from amy

elmo stuff from AMY =D yea

yea my cake

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

genting =)

2009-11-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

yea im back from genting =)
i enjoy myself so much though it has been raining almost everyday
and haha guess wat
we paid 119 for the outdoor theme park ticket and pirate ship as well as go-kart is the only exciting game we played lol
and baby's daddy and bro are sick for 1st day =(

baby say he has a surprise for me on the day we going genting
that was travel to KL sentral by train =D
mum said that its a waste of time but who cares ?
i have plenty of time and baby noe i nv take a train before so he ask his mum to book train =) extra surprise is - there bed =D not seat haha
i was really touched coz i kept scolding and blame him for being lazy thats why he didnt wan to bring blanket for me
but the truth is there is blanket and bed provided for me =D
how sweet is my baby =D

den went to kl sentral slack and blablabla shop around and wait for the bus to genting
and do you noe that the food food in the food court at KL sentral is the worst i ever tried before
their dish is either way too salty or too spicy and i have been wondering why isnt there hair having problem
and even their housefly are so lazy.. lol they fly around slowly in front of you and their leg is dropping down .. and when you try to shoo them away from your food you might accidentally hit them coz they flying too slow unlike Spores'.. they fly to nowhere you can see them lol

den on the way to genting took 1 hr and we shop we eat like nobody business and i guess baby eat too much of sweet corn
his shit is sweet corn haha
i guess he will ring me up and give me a hell if he saw this =D
den everyday we have free breakfast buffet and after eating we go shit straight away haha disgusting right ?

we celebrate uncle birthday at there as well
but the funny thing is auntie mixed up the date lol
she tot its alr 15 whereby its only 14 omg

on the last night i guess
i tried to smuggle in the casino and i think becoz i look a little worry thats why the police caught me =S
man

den at night baby bring me play the ferry wheel and the 4D motion master =D
im so reluctant to go back singapore but have no choice =C
i dun see that i have been staying there for 3 night =( perhaps becoz we are living with no stress for that few days so it seems to pass so fast =(

inside the train and everyone is sleeping coz its 11 plus

too bad my cam no flash =(

at the chee chong kai there

otw back to KL sentral =)

this is there mrt card
the old version where we slot the card in the machine, rmb ?

he look so nerd with his old bilabong cap that was bought 4 years ago ? lol

this is nicer =D

dun you think he look like ah beng
haha staring at those malay girl ?

up up up to GENTING =)

we took skyway up to the hotel =)

uncle birthday =)

im PART of the family =D yea hee

so cute right hahah

fat pig

arent we sweet =D

this is how uncle look like

opps get caught =p

yi lian pai

er lian pai

san lian pai

si lian pai

five lian pai

yi lian pai

er lian pai

san lian pai

shi lian pai

auntie why your eyes close ?

arent we the best toothpaste advertisment ?

shag ~waiting to train back to singapore

act cute
copy the lemon boy

the train

the ticket

we are back home at last =S
with so many things

anyway maybe im going to malaysia during chinese new year =)
back to baby kampong house hee
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-11-22T13:27:00.005+08:00

ytd went to site for duty
nothing much but walk around looking at the whole building
hmm
high tech and well funished with air-con
amazing is that the ancestor tablet will light up when the family member swap the access card
so that the family member have no difficulty in finding the tablet cool rite

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-11-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

went to sentosa with baby and his frenz =)
haha went there play volleyball and Frisbee
lucky i rmb to bring the sun block if not that thong jia qing sure #$$%@%&* - nag at me =S
SHAG

haha den after that went for the luge and skyride ^^v
both are so nice and fun especially at night
woot so cooling
next will be the song of the sea
i must say this - im so proud of singapore
their technology is super
haha effect is excellent

after the show we went for SUPERDOG
i just simply love the chilli cheesefries
well i noe it contain beef but nah its just sauce haha
and its not always

big shoe for him

hawaii 1

2

3 ? like clown haha

poor clara difficulty in breathing hee

work done !!

THIS IS IT

the so called "bed" lol

well there is a girl of coz need a guy =D

haha his armpit hair traps a lot of sands yucks

look at the flying fox lol it cost $29.90
damm ex la

the tourist is curious lol

ppl he is having cramp not laughing haha

and the ppl are trying to act like him

the song of the sea =)

and yea 4 more days to going genting
fri im leaving spore haha
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-11-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

yea yea
after work like a bull non-stop for years
i finally get to pamper myself =)
with a new GUCCI spec after wearing that hell purple spec for 4 years
haha
new lens is always so clear :D
pls dun scold me coz i hardly spend on myself yea

haha the box is furry de =)
but heavy

i love the side of the frame super nice =)

tada =) nice ?

baby say im no longer a noob after i wear this lol haha

its been 3 days im working in NIRVANA
hmm i learn how to filling , photocopy - single & double side , fax through photocopy machine, handle calls, do stock checking, writing data on the record book and i was handled over in charge of stamps and stationary

well everyday is just so challenging =)
keep it up tinz
and in case you guys are asking which company im working
im working in a company that sell places to put those urns of the dead people
and why im i working there ?
coz they provide me with the experience that im going to gain
why so chosy ?
and well im just doing admin so no worry haha =)
as well as its very peaceful no backstabber all sort of rubbish blablabla
and the $$$ is quite high la for my cert
but the cash on hand a little low as compared with the previous job i had haha

anyway 8 more days im going to genting with baby and his family
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

first day of work

2009-11-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

today is my first day of work =)
hmm ppl over there are very friendly and i make new frenz =)
sharon ( sitting next beside me ) has been taking care of me haha
mary ( my in-charge) very gentle and motherly

been doing a lot of paper work today and its a very busy day today becoz the promotion has come to an end =S
and ppl are like shouting here and there haha but after that they are as fine as usual
i haven finish today job so yea
tml den finish =)
oh yar calls kept on coming my god
i couldnt ans most of their qn lol

nvm i will learn everything =)
coz i believe things dun come so easy
you need to depend yourself to achieve wat you wanted
dun depend on others
and you will be satisfied with the result you gotten for yourself
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-10-30T13:26:00.000+08:00

went out with baby to catch that MJ movie - this is it
well baby is a fans of him haha
though i didn't really noe much abt MJ neither am i a fans of his
i enjoy the movie =)

its all about the backstage and actually he is quite a nice and gentle guy
the way he talk to the crew everything =)
but the sad this is the movie didnt play the DANGEROUS and YOU ARE NOT ALONE =(
i love the smooth criminal and the triller =)
its super nice the dance the make up everything - SUPERB ~

den before that we went to eat the XIN WANG hong kong cafe =)
i order the black pepper chicken spag and baby order black pepper chicken rice ? i think the name is that.. blablabla
becoz we always eat that .. i sign up for that member card $30 dollars haha
but theres the voucher all that and a free drink on the spot we signed up =)
and we got ourself the peach tea =)
taste like the superdog's ice lemon tea =)

the voucher

i look so shag haha

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-10-30T11:09:00.003+08:00

ytd was my last day at CRAFT JEWEL =s
business is getting bad to worst ..
and some of the part-timer hai - CMI
im wondering if business will be better or worst after i left

even so ytd my last day, i got scolded by customer due to that LI BIN
lol she's so irresponsible and rude to customer
i have nothing to say but i can see that CJ is going to lose all my regular customer if her attitude dosent change ...

ok enough of craft jewel
well im going over to NIRVANA
man im so excited haha
looking forward to learn everything

this is the place where im going to be sitting =)

tried up the birth order compatibility tool =)
it says like this

You're a queen among women, a leader among children and an angel among men. Your strong leadership skills result from your position as a firstborn with younger brothers. More than other women, you have a maternal side that men find seductive. Where other women might cling and claw and cry, you support and defend and inspire. You like to set the pace, decide the agenda and play by the rules. You can take charge in an emergency better than your friends. You have a strong conscience and are constantly striving to achieve the high goals you set for yourself. Any man in your life is lucky, especially if he knows how to be creative. Your best match is a freewheeling younger brother. You also do well with other lastborns and with middleborn guys who have older sisters. With firstborns, you can expect to run into conflict over leadership issues, but these conflicts can be lessened if you learn to share authority and divide responsibility equally. You have the same birth order as Hillary Clinton. Your best celebrity love match is Robert Downey Jr.

http://choosers.ivillage.com/love/birth_order/?nlcid=ls|10-29-2009|

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy 18th birthday baby

2009-10-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

im off from fri to mon =)
wat a long holiday haha
and its been a long time i enjoyed a long off day

well baby open a chalet on 24 till 26
valent may mt was invited but valent cant go so everyone didnt turn up =S
everything is going on well
baby serve the guest and i do the bbq-ing
WOOT tiring man =C
and i demand a reward haha

and baby promised to bring me to WWW
and today we went after 2 times of disappointment
OMG its my first time going there
super fun

its my first time going to water theme park with my bf =)
its my first time setting up a chalet with my bf =)
and i wish that my every first time is with THONG JIA QING =)

baby happy birthday =)
thought before the chalet we had a lot of argument regarding the food etc.
but that was becoz i wan your party to be the successful one and as well as the best of all
we fight, we quarrel, we do wat ever a couple will do but nv did you ask for a break up once =)
i appreciated that
and baby nv ever refer yourself not even worth a shit =S
coz you are the most precious one is my life =)
no one is perfect neither am i
I LOVE YOU
and i always believe that we will last =)
i dont see any more trees in my life except for you
muacks
happy 14th monthly-versary =D

pic up soon =)
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-10-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

heeelllooo people =)
its been so long time since .. last month ?
haha and its so dead
same goes to my daily routine lol

but lately, i have good news =)
im selected for the position as an admin at the NIRVARA
well was told $1500 at first but the director says that i have no experience
so after the 3 month probation den they will be giving me $1500
but meanwhile im paid $1350
WOOT !?
benefits ? well as usual 14 days anual leave 14 medicial leave and blablabla
extra is that if the sales is good we enjoy =) maybe a trip by company or event or dinner blablabla
working hours 7hr at toapayoh
starting at 2 nov

overall GOOD =)
even pei is satisfy and happy for me =)

baby's birthday coming -24 oct =)
as well as our 14 month anni
yea i love baby super much =)

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

THE CHOCOLATE'S LOVER CLUB

2009-09-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

i saw a book in the drawer at my working place
titled - The Chocolate Lovers’ Club

its about four very different women with one thing in common: they can't resist chocolate.
Autumn - a lady with no bf at all and lived with a brother who takes drugs

Nadia - who has a husband that too into online gamble (LOL)

Lucy - had a ex-bf (Marcus) who is a two-timer and was caught red-handed by lucy.

Chantal - has a rich, nice, handsome and well-trained body except he doesn't really into sex irony Chantal has a high sex drive who cant get her husband to satisfy her. so what did she do ? she went around hunting for stranger in bars. LOL ended up ? being robbed. hee

when i was reading this LUCY seems so alike to valent.
lucy

- working temp job
- short
- a little plump - was in love but found out tat her lover cheated behind her(ali ?)hee .
- she loves chocolate ( which may not apply onto valent ).
- but she is nice and friendly.
- her good personality attracts a few good and handsome guy ( sounds like jia wei except when i say HANDSOME) hee

den about Chantal - dun you all think may suits the character so much ?

Chantal

- rich (her family is rich but Chantal's husband is rich) ,
- highly educated(top magazine's writer in USA) ,
need sex so much,
high sex drive (sound very alike right ? 99.99%)
- got cheated/ robbed (mus ? ) haha rmb
- going around looking for guys
- feel that doing it oh herself is nothing ( thats wat may says too)

must go borrow the book. its super interesting

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-09-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

went to watch movie with baby =)
Time travelers wife

the trailer sounds very touching
but its not really that good on a movie
another good movie will be the ugly truth =)

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-09-08T01:59:00.003+08:00

i realized we had so much in difference
i felt so terrible tonight when you said out everything that made me realized that what i've done was not appreciated.
you said you did but when you said out those thing i can see that you dun. eg my temper.
i did change and i tot you agreed with it but i was totally wrong
im so stupid that i tot you saw my changes.
and now im lost. im not sure what should i do.
all you noe is that we female only know how to say you changed you fucked wat.
but wat made us see you this way ?
there must be something you did that made us feel so.

at times you made me feel that im appreciated, loved and worth for me to do more than wat i should do
but at times you made me felt like im a bloody fool, you changed and you dont love me as much as you do and not worth me me to do so much
why cant you give me a stable feeling.
so that when my friend say he not worth for you to do so much unless he's your husband and i can fight back with that - he appreciated wat i did, how much i loved him and he so worth it for me to do so much

i dun need any comments about my eng from this post.
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-08-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

a very random post due to unable to post pic
so i didnt post this entry

bought baby a GUCCI spec for our 1 year anni =)
worst to celebrate coz this was my first every happy r/s i have =)
and happy meaning seldom fight =)
CHEERS

and he look superb funny when trying on the specs haha

went to astons for our 1 year celebration =) 240809
i've been waiting for this day to come =)woot

baby treat me dinner and he recommended this fine dining place
well atmosphere was nice
food portion is too much
service quite good but their hearing a little bit problem
coz i ordered the terriyaki chicken and not BBQ
iced chocolate is not cold AT ALL
and doesnt taste sweet
LOL is that a iced choc ? you will ask
hahah

today i went to med shop to see her new stuff =)
and i saw ELMO
yea
and its so hard to find special elmo's stuff

i bought this pair of chopstick plus a case =)as well as ...

a card sticker =)super cute right ?

anyway thanks baby for the sweets =)
recently i was sick
and when baby knew it
he bought me this big box =)))))

and he said he wanna claimed back from me =(
ohhhhh
nah i knew he was joking haha
love you baby =)
mumu

thats all guys

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

3 more days to go

2009-08-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

3 more days to our 1 year =)
hmm its my first ever happy r/s i have
compare to the past

but no doubt that we do quarrel at times
lol

anyway i bought baby a GUGGI spec for our 1 year =)
its god dam nice and look so classic =p
and baby is so funny in the pic

but one thing it breaks my heart is that
HE SAID THAT THE SPEC GIRL IS PRETTY =O
haha not really break my heart, did he ?
but its bravo for him to said that sentence
lol
and he is punished for being so brave by buying me a cup of PO PO TEH

AND FUCK! HOW COME BLOGGER STILL CANT POST PIC LOL =|
AND MY SAD SONG LOL

today im going out with my girls =)
finally we get to meet up =o

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

stupid blogger

2009-08-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

fuck blogger really sucks nowadays
it either cant upload pic or cant redo the layout
pissing me off

and i cant change my song =(
ppl its not i love panting haha

anyway i bought THE SIMS3 full version =)
woot and thats my bro birthday present
so sad that it needs cd to play =(

and today im going out with baby =)
yea

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

crazy planet

2009-07-19T02:12:00.013+08:00

i was super boring haha =)
and im so into this freaking game =)
crazy planet from facebook

you guys should try
its driving me crazy

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

blu blu day

2009-07-19T00:31:00.004+08:00

well today went to may's place for a swim with valent
oh well today the champ swimmer - may brought her swimming cap along
lol

wat can i say haha
nothing but laughing at her eggy head
haha

her eyes looks weird -_-

take 1

take 2

finally they are happy with the pic i took lol

well may smsed me not to post but hahha
how can i let the ppl down ?
such entertainment must be shared =) hee

anyway baby ask me to go on with the chalet plan =)
woot im so excited
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-07-17T22:51:00.001+08:00

well i guess imma born-to-be emo person
and sometime i think its better to be alone

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-07-15T22:10:00.005+08:00

yeayea =)
went out with baby to orchard on sun =)
lalala and we catch the 3d ice age show

was kindda upset coz baby didnt told me he watched that show
mabe he was afraid that i will be angry ?
hmm i told him i will not haha

anyway the show was soso
hmm but there are a lot of funny and cute scene =)

baby asked me to take pic =)
omg haha
maybe its long that we told pic thats explained why some pic was funny

the DIESEL perfume
woot super nice

i like this but the pic is not clear =((((

haha we were really laughing and i forgot for wat reason lol

yuck the stupid hand and face

opps i look like some ape

anyway im playing crazy planet for baby coz i have nothing to do =))
baby dun be shocked haha
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-07-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

i love this song so much =)
so touching and meaningful
but that doesnt relate to my r/s =))

anyway had a very interesting chalet on may's birthday
haha
baby and i cant stop laughing when we talked about
may's JADE LEG, MEGA FOX, MEGAN BEAST

LOL

anyway went out with baby on sun
took a lot of pic but den well its been long we take pic
so ...
outcome not so nice
but i still wanna take next time =)
thanks baby for asking me to take pic =))))

I LOVE YOU
and cant wait for next week 24th to come =)
mumu dee
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

a happy day with pei

2009-07-09T23:45:00.004+08:00

today sales was alright =)
and pei came and look for me after her shopping
and waited for me

we joke about everything
and she keep pestering me to take pic with her haha
lol

act cute =)

haha was exploring my phone camera =)

my love for you =)

heart shape

huh -.- ??

i love admiring you

bleah

ugly bytch =)

pei gave me this super mini noodle and its ex lo lol
and i cant believe you willing to spend on this kind of food
anyway its special la =)

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-07-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

today went for interview
well no much news
but for my future
i will work hard on it

den since im at orchard
i went around shopping =)
saw some shirt that was really nice
and i went to hypnosis, saw a beautiful dress
but its was kinnda ex $69.90, that was without 20% discount
plus its low cut design
was planning to get that for my special day =)))

den went to bottletree park
that was a place where i always go whenever im super down
that time was with pei
but today i was alone at there
=))
a very peaceful place plus today got family day event
as well as the swan day too - uncle ringo

stayed at there for 4 hrs
and im getting tired by the sunlight of the sorching sun
today was super hot la

and while sitting there a old couple caught my eyes
haha trying to take a pic of them but its a little far
how i wish down the road we will be like them
doing those sweet and romantic stuff
and not thinking that how old liao still go sit that kind of stuff

thats the typical singaporean guys always though of whenever they were pulled to have a ride like that
who agree with me ? =o

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-07-03T22:52:00.006+08:00

at time i dun feel any belonging
and i failed in everything
i hate living like a zombie; in darkness

you just nv noe how it feels like
and i cant bother anymore
i wish we could overcome all this faster
or in another word - i wish i could used to everything the next day
and not crying over all this fucking things
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

random post & welcome back to mummy =D

2009-07-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

OMG !!
look who's back to mummy =))

is my beloved elmo =)
gosh
i was super happy to see him today
and i bought it without thinking

and oh yar my teacher who taught me how to pierce ear came
and he bought me beancurd

omg =))
haha
thats for my dinner ytd =)

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

:_(

2009-06-30T22:58:00.001+08:00

i start to realise that there ain't fairytales

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy happy 10th month

2009-06-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmm its our 10th mon anni baby =))
im looking forward to our 1 year hoho
and i fucking swear that im gonna make it a big and successful surprise for you

anyway went out with mummy
his bro and denise ( baby )
for a movie-transformer

woot super nice and the exciting parts are making me so worked up
when baby carried denise
lots of pair of eyes were looking at us
lol
they though that we had a shot gun marriage and having a 2 years old girl lol
haha

anyway denise is getting more closer to me den last time

after show rushed back home and bla bla bla
SLACKING ~

and fuck the blogger
i cant post pic
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

fuck month of june

2009-06-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

fuck
i lost my beloved fone
and when i call back
the fone was turned off

gosh
how i wish i could get it back but i know the chances are slim
coz the singaporean are borned to be fucking heartless

im wondering why i always lost my hp
and when other lost
i returned back
and doesnt do good thing help ?

my god
if the person really dun return
i hope that person will just go to hell
met into accident
haunt by ghost or his guilt

oh no
my mind now is all about the pictures
and contact

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-06-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

how i wish i can go to the
wild wild wet
escape
night safari
science centre
malaysia
cruise
blablabla with my baby =((

but seems like there is not enough time
we hardly go out
=(

even though we went out its just a short while
i miss the time whereby i have plenty of time

im sick and tired of these kind of life
how i wish i could just stop working for like a month ?

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-06-10T10:14:00.004+08:00

WOOT !
guess wat ?! finally its my off day =)

morning
going to collect the grad cert with peipei
hmm i was kindda glad that at least we did meet up somehow someday
well pei did msg you but you didnt even bother to reply
so dun ever accuse that we didnt even bother to include you

afternoon =)
going to watch movie with my baby =)
and his mum as well as his bro
last but not least my little lovelove =) xuan xuan aka denise

isn't she cute ?

she is not afraid of me anymore =) yupyup
and she even kiss me and happy to see me wor hee =)

alright
gotta prepare to meet peipei and book the ticket le =)

AND TAN MAY HAO
LIM MEI TING

when going to post the pic
hee =))
tou lan ar hee =)

anyway last week fri went to sing k with them
and guess where did we go

MARSILING C.C
to sing. and when you reach there
oh my haha its like those huang jing nian hua type
and all uncle and auntie =)

and its my first time listen to meiting sing
hmm she's getting more and more bravo hee
anyway thanks everyone for making my day

*and dun you all laugh at my english
especially may hao and meiting =)

chaos
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-06-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

i felt so stupid when i think of that
hmm wat a funniest joke that he had on me
if its a small sum
its ok
but it involves a lot

hmm i was kindda scare.

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-06-06T15:46:00.006+08:00

ok went to may de house
play wii
lol
just take a look at them =)

and im the winner

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy 9th month my love

2009-05-24T13:58:00.003+08:00

on this very beautiful day =)
im attached to this wonderful guy
thats my BOYFRIEND cum hubby
i felt so proud and so fortunate to have him in my life

last week we had a fight
baby let out everything that he kept it to himself
well its true enough
and i realise that i turned bad =(

im no longer that girl that only noe how to say sorry
im not the girl that only fork out the money
im not the girl that will take all the blames
im not the girl that cant go out with friends so often

and i changed =(
to worst
to a person who start control him
oh no
im sorry baby
i didnt mean to
and im changing =)
give me time too

anyway today is our 9TH MONTH =)
we both are so looking forward to the 1 year anni and our birthday celebration =)
3 more months to go
WOOT !!!

je'taime
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

wat a good blogshop i met =| LOL

2009-05-22T13:14:00.002+08:00

has been working continuously for 2 weeks
but there's 2 day rest in btw =(
but do you think its enough ?
hmm

baby says that i have no life
work, sleep, work and sleep
even comes to play com, i dun even have time to spare
even to meet out with baby or frenz also have difficulty

OH NO !!!

and guess wat ?
i still HAVEN GOTTEN MY DRESS
lol

i have been wait for like weeks
and when she ask me to give her my address again
i asked if she could meet at admiralty today instead of woodlands
she said NO ?!

MY GOD
the first time we meet up she MIA
den after that say in sch
ok and i asked her if could meet at evening time ( which she arranged 2 time slot - 1 morning 8.10 and 6.30pm)
i was good enough to gonna meet up in the morning and she went MIA
and den mail also have problem - the envelope torned ???????

and guess wat i have to wait ? or meet up ?
she DIDNT REPLY ME AGAIN YTD

OH MY ?!
is this the way you do sales ?
im kind enough not to show her my temper
and i request nicely to meet at admiratly and she said CANT ?!

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

ONCE BROKEN CONSIDER SOLD ?!

2009-05-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

today was a tired day for me =(
was doing well in the afternoonbut not until that china woman came

she broke one of our bracelet
and she accussed that our quality is lousy
whereby our product is from korea NOT CHINA
and she insist not paying up

im trying to solve the problem and it took us so much time wasted just to argue
called up someone to ask for help
or can i say
talk some sense to her ?
SHE RAN AWAY

and i chased after her
woot so far man

blablabla .things are solved ok and at least she bought something ( which we forced her to purchase 1 item )

LOL

told baby this and he said that there's no need to do so
hmm i dun really know if this worth or not or waste of my time
but singapore has a policy which is
ONCE BROKEN CONSIDER SOLD

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-05-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

i bought a dress from online shop =)
and baby say nice
hmm

and today morning im going to collect it
yeayea

nice ?
im refering to shirt not the girl hee =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-05-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

1 off day was gone just like that
and i cant help but feel like crying when it came across my mind that
finally its my off day

and to think that next week there will be no time for us
i .....

baby say he can come find me
but to think that only that 1 hour ? is it really that enough
and what else can we do when i will be so tired after 4 continuous 10.30 - 10 full shift
its just taking train and walking home
thats all

how i wish i could control my emotion not to cry out so easily
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

what hurt the most was ..

2009-05-05T17:12:00.008+08:00

it hurts the most when you just left me alone .
its always like that

i listen to your explanation ONCE
and i wanted to look for you
but you are angry
ok and i did tell you how i felt at the same time as well

fine after an hour
i msg you words of sorry
but i nv expect that it has nv come across your mind about msging me
and has it came across your mind asking me where am i now ?
guess it didnt
coz you dun even bother anymore

a fight cant occur when its just one hand
it takes two hands to clap

ytd i asked if today around wat time we going for printing
you said tml den tell me, ok
and i agreed
this morning you called up and said 11am you are going
and you still accused me of forgetting and said that you have alr told me, until i ask you to look back your msg of wat you sms-ed me

ok im fine
you forget to update me
or your friends suddenly say lets go and print
i understand that
i rushed down
and when i say rush i really did rush
not even a slip of water or anything to eat when its alr 11 plus
my stomach is alr hurting

i dun mind spending that 3 dollar transportation at all
but i mind that you make me waste that transportation money just to go there and do nothing
if i do mind that amount of transportation, i wouldnt even go suntec and look for you
and when pei remind me about how much it cost for me to go suntec plus bus fare, i wouldnt say its ok coz he's my hubby.

how hurt it was when you are telling me that i feel that money is more impt than you
go reflect and ask yourself if i really feel that money is more impt than you!

when i keep understand about your situation and i made the first move to apologize to you
whats in your mind ?
still blaming me ?
and you heard that ?
its me again who make the first move
you promise me that you wun leave me alone
and once again

you left me alone...

and have you though why i would make myself to cool down so fast ?
becoz i dun wan you to say that im a very petty person
and i dun wanna waste my off day
coz next week is full
i dun have time for you
but end up
you took it for granted

you know i would sms you first
you know i would apologize first

i felt so hurt that you only think of your own situation; how much you done and planned
and you have nv spare a thought for me
nv did you apologize for making me so rush, instead you push all the blame on me
i just cant help it but cry coz it hurts so much

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

more pictures of lent lent birthday =)

2009-04-25T12:06:00.005+08:00

the way she sit look so = eeyer

* guys pls dun see ! not becoz might get swollen eyes
but im afraid you vomit =)

she looks slim here

birthday photo taking =)

me and birthday girl

may with the birthday girl

opps may keep disturbing
irritating bitch

4 beauty =)

take 2

and 3

hee here's our favourite =)

froggy style
everyone fail =)
but i PASSED

SUPERWOMEN

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

working progress =)

2009-04-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

hmm have been working at the CRAFT JEWEL shop for a week
things going on quite smoothly
in fact is getting better

my speed is faster as well as the sales are more and more =)
first was $179.32
then $293.82
$541.83
today best =) $558.41
woot =)

i felt so hurt
baby wat shall i do
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

pics of valent birthday celebration

2009-04-21T01:11:00.010+08:00

pic of the birthday =))
happy birthday lent lent
and we did enjoy =)

why did i say so
look at the pic =)

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

1st day at work

2009-04-21T00:09:00.006+08:00

today was my worst ever day
was chaos at night when closing

hmm i was new and my kind boss put me ALONE
closing the whole shop
and i have no idea how im i freaking supose to squeeze every single display in side the cupboard
i was so panick cause one by one, the shops are closed
left me
and guess wat i still haven finish counting my float and sales =(
gosh

and i burst into tears when i saw baby
i cried like shit
oh my god
and i finished at 10.45 pm when i suppose to finish at 10pm
baby helped me when counting the float and the sales for today

i felt so guilty coz tml peipei opening =(
im so sorry pei
didnt mean it if its MESSY

the position of the stuff

baby, thanks for being there when i need someone by my side so much =(
i love you
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETIE PIE =)

2009-04-19T11:30:00.003+08:00

today will be going to celebrate lent lent birthday =)
her 19th BIRTHDAY =)

hmm let me see
from pri 1 till now, its been 12 years my sister =)

anyway happy birthday =)
hope you loves the gift that was shared among with your sis and your brother =)
hope that headphone will blast your ear till
IT DROPS =))

hee
posting pic soon , loves

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

bus-ed to GIANT and IKEA =)

2009-04-18T10:47:00.002+08:00

went out with baby, mummy and his bro to the Ikea and Giant =)
hmm had a great time =)

baby bought me a new floor mat =)
but white in colour and that's the only colour
he told me to wash it often coz easily dirty

but i told him i LOVES black =)
and im so not gonna wash coz i wan it NATURALLY black in colour haha
baby face was like

aww ~ eeyer
baby how could you be so CLEAN ?!
hee =)))

den went back baby house to take my bag =)
tada thats for the day =)

the mat baby bought =)

mummy bought for me strawberry

a kiss for you =)

baby say this looks nice

hoho baby new hair style =)

shit your unglam side

perfect =)
and he look so ti ko =)) (pervert)

he look so HANDSOME

look at his arm =)
twice the size of mine
hmm baby i dun dare to bully you le

1 arm around my neck can kills me haha

baby finally get back his macho arms and chest =)
and he so happy =)
jia you baby =)

baby say he did squeeze the muscle
but i dun think soooo
coz he shy ba =)

was shopping halfway
baby suddenly told me
dee i felt that you are so belonged to me
=)
i was so touched ?
hmm i guess i did
and i told him
i felt we are like a newly couple that went around IKEA looking around for furniture for our newly home =)
how i wish time will pass a little faster
to the day we go for ROM, CHURCH and lastly OUR OFFICIAL WEDDING =)
baby i cant wait for the day =)
wat about you ?
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

baby new hair cut =)

2009-04-18T10:14:00.004+08:00

here are some pictures of baby new hair cut =)
a hair style that looks alike to marlet ?
i dunno is it spelled this way

so may and meiting =)
stop laughing hee

baby no matter how you look
i still love you
and you are getting more and more handsome hee
=)) muacks
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

baby :D your my everything !!

2009-04-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

recently a lot of things happen or should I say I found out so many facts that I didn't know .
a friend that I tot he will be a faithful bf turns out to be a play boy that you can nv imagine .

I was den awake by my dear boy
and suddenly I can really feel how much I really mean to him.
when he received a msg saying that my guy
guy friend took my bag and force me to wait for him after work to take train with him
baby straight away come down without hesitating abt going work at that moment

baby thanks for everything :D:D
Im sorry to keep you worry times and times

and to think that that guy who has a gf and been together for 1year plus, will still be interested whether I have feeling for him or not
I felt so lucky that im not his gf
cos the gf nv noe wat he has did behind her back
how many girls he has sweet talk with
and how many girls has heard his repeated sweet words

baby im so happy I chose the right one
thanks for coming to pick me up even though you need to go work after that
its must be tiring for you
hmm tml I will reward you :D:D

and baby has a new hair cut :D WOOT!
he finally can see the ful view le hee

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-04-12T18:56:00.005+08:00

today suppose to go out with baby
but baby wanna go out with frenz
so he win liao
haha

he went out with friends
and im stuck dunno do wat
BUT
no worries =) coz i suddenly have a plan

i decided to go for an interview which i missed ytd coz im working
went to the new opening tamp 1 shopping mall
hmm super crowded coz there a lot of sales going on

went to shipei working area for interview for full time job
selling jewels =)
since nothing to do so work ba
anyway baby still studying ;cant acc me
at first was suppose to be working at tamp 1 shopping mall
but coz its too far
the lady boss may sent me to bishan =))
yupyup
and im still waiting for the call

woot
money money money
wo yao money

baby is enjoying with friends and im here playing with my ham ham =)
baby zao dian hui lai
if not i SLAP your butt, SQUEEZE your butt, BITE your butt
hee hee hee =B
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

woot finally im going malaysia

2009-04-10T17:40:00.006+08:00

yupyup
went to malaysia with mum and granny as well as my bro
not only shopping but as well as to pay respect to my lao ma ( great grand mother)
thats how i should address her

early in the morning was so unhappy coz everyone attire was not up to mum standard
=(
i wanna wear a sleeveless shirt
but mum say too much flesh was shown, so... REJECTED X(

bro went to choose a shirt which is 100% cotton and was bough last year
so mum suggested him to wear a adidas dry fit shirt

lol

woot
den after pay respect we went to city square shop shop =)
hmm ah ma is hungry so went to find foodcourt
and it took me so long to find the stair to level 5
ass hee
why it took me so long ? its all becoz there is only this ONE way up to level 5
anyway went to find food and came across the hot plate stall
and per plate is only RM5-6
super cheap la haha

haven finish shopping, ah ma cant stand it so went home =((
babybaby, next time bring me there leh =((

anyway took some pic only =)
let the pic talks

city square

the food court that makes me walk up and down just to find it

mum bought me 2 of this kind of tee =)
and its only RM 10 each
which means = S$ 4.80
lol =B
somemore the material is super soft
NICE TO WEAR * * * *

the contact lens solution
RM 38
WORTH TO BUY * * * * *

OH ! this ice lemon i have been searching for in iT Singapore
but i couldnt find it

the best ever ILT i ever tried
not sweet and it taste good as well

WORTH TO BUY * * * *

the special chupa chups - XXL
hee
only in malaysia, why ?
becoz after you suck the lollipop =) theres something inside

that is the BUBBLE GUM

and mummy bought this shoes =)

anyway ytd (thurs) i receive my pay
and that time went to orchard
baby saw this cap that he likes
but he scare mummy scold so he didnt buy
but on the other hand he really wish to own it
so ...

I BOUGHT FOR BABY
and i tot its a surprise for him
but ... damm it
he nv fails to know what im doing behind him

damm you baby
no more surprise for you liao

DUSTY's cap

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

meet up with my lovely sis =))

2009-04-08T22:54:00.006+08:00

today finish work at 6
haiz was kindda no busy for a short moment
but im a type of person who cant just simply stand there do nothing
so i just fill up the tray bit by bit, wipe the table surface, top up the coffee machine, etc.

but i cant stand the manager over there
FUCK THEM
know why
coz they simply know how to say serve customer serve customer
thats all they know

when im there trying to fill up the EMPTY tray for more variety of donuts
they keep saying
sis got customer
like WTF
i dun mind serving them, im fine with it

but the freaking problem is
when theres no customer to serve they say this again
sis cashier (pushing the job of cashier to me)
and guess what they doing
CHIT CHAT
like wth ???
ok im fine with it if chit chat but they can chat and fill up the tray rite ?
YOU GUYS ARE SO NOT UP TO THE MANAGER STANDARD
no way
and this is not the first few time
its for long

den went to meet ah pei =)
sister say scare i abandon her lol
sis ah sis no la
i was working ma =))

den i brought her 2 donuts
and she leave it at the cashier there
so i asked her why ?
she say
: cant bear to eat leh, sis give de leh, must go home take pic and put some love love and hearts over the donuts and blog it

LETS SEE OK PEI =))

den at the shop, came across a hair clip =) its so nice. and we start to take few pic before i go home =)) going out on next mon sister =))

loves loves

lol eeyer

hee =)) was just playing with the mirror reflection

the way she serve customer

the hair clip i said i loves it but its like ??? 9 dollar lol

i look a bit toot

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

shop shop with baby

2009-04-05T20:31:00.006+08:00

sun went to orchard to buy baby fred perry bag =)
but still he dunno to buy bag or the pedro shoe
hmm

so we went to far east first
i was so excited to show dee the high heel shoe i like so much
but dendee say too high for me so XXXXXXX no heels for the day =(
instead baby wanna buy me a dress with a belt =)
hee
everything was ok not until when baby found his wallet lost 50 bucks
lol and he was so moody for that moment
and i dare not say anything
den he quickly called his mum
and found out that she took it without telling him
hmm wat a shock of our life

went to cine to buy that bag that he always dream
sorry baby i dun have enough to buy for you =((
hmm den went home after that coz we are not hungry
and we took train home

choo choo choo
until newton
den baby suddenly ask me if i took his wallet
lol lost again
we faster went to the customer service to report lost
luckily found and 200 bucks is still inside
mmmeeooww
i was so pissed off with dee
for making me so worry
worry dao my heart po po dao chu lai
baby dou bu hui
hee

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-04-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

went out with dee after we went to the grandma house at seng kang
den head to the amk hub GIANT

GIANT variety GIANT saving GIANT

and he copied the action of the pooh
lol
and the tag for the pooh is
lying flat pooh
lol

a random pic that i took when we were at the gym =)
baby was trying to train back to the size of his muscule that he used to have =((
baby jia you =)
and while baby was training
i also excerise =)
i wanna slim down too =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

movie time

2009-04-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

went out with lent lent
to buy meimei de present hee
den suddenly we have the mood to watch movie
coz its so long we watched

den came across a show called the bloody valentines
and i really wanna watch that
but baby was under 18
so i watched with valent =))
the 3D spec was so cool
but damm that cinema lol
we cant TAKE BACK HOME
=((

before the show
we camwhoring hee

she just looks so weird hee

den after that meet dee after he finish work hee =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

beautiful date to sentosa =))

2009-03-29T18:59:00.011+08:00

finally im going to sentosa with MY BABY =)
that was what i really wish for all the times

baby wanna suntan and i wanna play my skyride AGAIN !!
woot
baby went to my place first at 10 am
and wait for me to pack
and he said IM SLOW =(((((

off we go
and went to the coffeeshop at the interchange for breakfast cum lunch
den reach the beach at around 1 plus

den baby was so into suntan that he quickly set up the mat and
lie flat suntan-ing lol =))
and i was scolded for not bring the sun block lotion =(
baby wan me baibai
dun wan me get chao da (burnt)
and did i mention
that was the freaking FIRST TIME with my BIKINI on and SUNTAN

den after baking under the sun
we went vivo city
hee and we shop and walk and laugh and smile
and oh yar
baby was demostrating the way how a guy look at me from my curry puff to the toes, with the gf calling him to show him a dress
and guess wat
baby was looking at him too
but that guy nv even notice baby eyes
hee and we laugh like hell
=))
walk and walk and a few pretty girl caught our eyes =)
and we even discuss abt the girls =)

yuupie
off we go =))

kiss kiss baby =))

view from the monorail tram

in the monorail tram

up and up and up to the skyride

isnt this beautiful ?

my handsome baby =))

dee say wanna be my bei hou de nan ren =O
omg

hee i look like one sotong

opps my mouth is like double the time of baby mouth =(((((
dua chui ki =((

view from the skyride is super nice

woot he looks so =)) seductive

this pic of us look so young =))

i love his side view

baby toutou take my pic =O

sweet couple =)

at the end of the day
baby said i changed
from a girl who believes any crap from his friend to a girl who nv believe anything from the friend =)
and also from a girl who mind him looking at girl for a glance and discuss abt their look to a person who look at them and discuss with him as well =)
i felt so proud of it that i changed to have more faith and trust in you

baby im falling deeper for you
and when's the day i can say
I DO BABY =))))))

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUBBY
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-28T08:56:00.008+08:00

finally done with my studies =)
im so happy
and our class had a chalet

and im in charge of booking it
of coz thats the pool terrace 5
hey guys =)
still rmb pool terrace 5
our 4e4 celebration
=)

man i miss those days
and i really miss our chalet
with mr neo

anyway, at the chalet we played treasure hunt
lucky draw
video session
and everyone cried

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

nightmare has been haunting for me
this few weeks haven really had a nice sleep
and ytd i had 2 nightmare

first was that i went to a block whereby there are a lot of indian ladies lying on the floor
and were all dead
i went around with friends and pray for them
and i was told not to touch them
and i sat so right in front of them that i touched the bodies
and whenever i touched them
they would wake up

den went to flag for a taxi
and i fell asleep
when i was awake
the surrounding was like so deserted
and when i ask the uncle where he taking me
and he said
somewhere fun
lol
and i open the door and i force myself to jump out and ran to the nearby police station

and as i tot its over
stomach pain
lol
and i only had 6 hrs of sleep

wat's happening ?
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-11T20:05:00.001+08:00

i tot finally its holiday
and time for a small celebration
but i was alone at home again

staring at the computer
where have you been
and once again you left me all alone

i felt like having one again
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

have been reading up those past posts
and i do really miss the time
but everything seems to go too fast that i cant catch up with the pace
and i realise im breaking down soon

whats the best solution ?
is it right in my mind ?

i start to miss the part we were so happy in the fish farm
holland village
zoo and everything

i wish i could pick up all the other pieces and put together
forgetting all the pains
i hate crying everyday
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

im so sad to say that
i can feel that we are drifting apart
and things arent going the way we though it should be

we are breaking apart
and i know that even if you read this you wun do any thing to amend it
you wun rather say that im thinking this and that
if i can feel it and you cant
meaning you take things for granted
coz inside you, your mind
everything is alright
nv did you try to put yourself in my shoes understand every sadness in me

how i wish you could do something to it
and make me think differently
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-10T20:40:00.008+08:00

been very moody these few days
and out of nothing
staring at the screen
listening to music
i cried

i really need a super big hug
and tell me everything is fine
i need all of your concern your care your love at very this moment

i felt so lonely
and its real cold
i feel like you are so far away from me
i trying so hard to fight that feeling
i hate the feeling of crying alone
i feel so terrible
please come back to me
baby i need you right here now
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-09T22:17:00.004+08:00

at times,
how i wish i could tell or show you

how lonely i felt at night
but each time i wanna let it out
my tongue tied
and i just paused at that moment

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-08T17:20:00.003+08:00

have been revising
but dunno why for no reason
i keep flashing back the past we had

and then the hamham caught my eyes =))
and all of the sudden
i rmb how it felt like when he sucessfully caught that hamham for me
i was totally blushing
and jumping when that moment the prize drop in the jackpot hole
heho
and i rmbed what he said
"let my hamster accompany your real hamham ba =))"

oh rmb this baby ??

so i let baby out and have fun with her daddy's prize

haha
what a beautiful love
how i wish time stops at that moment
in fact is a lot of moment i wish it stops at =))

baby i missing you real lots =((
hope you take care of your health

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

i was mugging with my revision
and i was so irritated
when i rmb everything and next day i forgetting part of it

i just cant stand my bloody brain
and im trying so hard
effing hard
GOD

and its been long i spend whole day with baby
=((
we hardly spare time for each other
and both are busy with our thing
baby busy working and im here mugging with my books and words
baby i miss you real lots
how i wish you could appear now and gave me a real big hug and tell me
"baby, everything is gonna be alright"
but i know its impossible coz

BABY IS IN LALA LAND NOW
hehoheho
baby here i come
and allows me to be in your dreamy world
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-06T14:32:00.001+08:00

is this wat i really wan ?
sometimes a simple sentence can just distract my attention
and hurt me too

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-05T10:41:00.001+08:00

a random pic =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-04T14:18:00.003+08:00

just read up a blog of a friend of mine
i dunno how bad her attitude was
i dunno how hot tempered she is
but i believe she really learnt her lesson

i maybe soft-hearted
but as i read up her blog
together with the music that blends in
i was so touched

guys could nv imagine how hard a girl suffers after a break up
they might think - you missed the chance and thats it
but did they really give a sec chance ?

i believe after this hard breakup
she do really noes how to treasure the r/s she has

guys may think that
aiya change ? how much can they change ?
but when girls had a big blow
they do really change
if she can really go to his block and wait for him
to this stage
i knew she can make changes

i know how it feels like
clara =)) cheer up
just make sure nv to repeat your mistakes
make him regret for his whole life for not giving you another chance to see the changes you made
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

sometimes having a partner makes no diff
coz when i seriously need you
you are not by my side
you really left me aside
doing your own thing

and the feeling is coming back
the long lost feeling is back
i tot you can help me over with it
but somehow you reminds me that

are you really so cold hearted
gosh
i cant control my emotional
i ~~LOVE~~ my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-03-02T11:01:00.003+08:00

its really disheartening when im trying to make the very first move
to change the way i look at things
but somehow im so not appreciated

baby if i really did doubt you or there's no trust in us
i would be angry or wouldnt let you go to the supper
but nope i didnt
im just mad that you make me worry so much
i kept looking at the fone
and see if there's any msg

i know you explain to me
and im here trying to control my temper
and i end things as fast as possible
with a solution that
next time pls rmb to tell me
at least i know if you going or not
and i start talking to you nicely
but your msg was like
talking to a normal friend
i waited and continuously talking to you in a very sweet manner
and you just replied with

haven =I you doing wat
you finish work wat time
straight away go home
and lastly
so guai ?
normally you will be sayng
wa baby so gd ?
thats when im so pissed off and i just replied you that words of anger to spike you

but did you really try to understand wat im trying to say ?
did you look back at the msg earlier on ?
you said that you were alright after i let the matter rest
but the way you sms really sound alright ?

its really hurt that
im trying to make a different but
not even words of appreciation
and you even said that im keep rtying to pick up fight after i went to Sentosa

thats not wat i wanted
if you were to talk nicely and the same way as you normally talked to me after i let the matter rest
none of this thing will start again
and
i didnt stop you from going for supper
i just wanna noe if you went ?
and before eating
dun you have the thoughts of smsing me abt it ?
all i know the next day was you went to gab hs overnight
next day going work
cant you at least tell me
baby i went for work?

you left me worry for whole night and the next day
i kept thinking if you woke up ?
did you go for work ?
you got bring charger ?

when im just purely worry
you accuse me of doubt you and there's no trust

its been so long that i cant sleep and sitting there having a smsing fight
somehow history gonna repeat ?
i nv knew you were the same as the 2 of them
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

chuin belated birthday celebration

2009-02-28T16:46:00.004+08:00

went to celebrate chuin belated birthday =))
at SENTOSA
with valent, may, meiting, some guys and of coz our birthday girl

early in the morning went to queue up for the ticket
actually didnt really queue up coz no ppl
anyway we managed to get 12 tickets

went down the beach by skyride
my god its so damm high and im feeling scare
hee

den we play games like dodge ball and message passing
went for swim too and we buried may too =))
its been long i went to sentosa
anyway i was so badly burnt
especially back and shoulder

and guess wat i have difficulty in sleeping
and sometime like needle poking my back
i dun have aloe vera gel =((

here we go =))

opps she kindda tired

up to the skyride

meiting and me

opss my horsey teeth =B

isnt it cute ??

can you see how long meiting leg is ?? =))

hehoheho

down we go !!!

the beautiful beach

i was so tired and hot

and i didnt noe they took this

valent ! this suppose to be a beauty pose not act cute pose

valent wrap the gift as a bear

can you imagine how hard working she is

thats our birthday girl

isnt she comic looking

her birthday cake

totally the same as last year

just the size that makes a different

valent why did you shut your eyes ??

hehoheho

may and meiting

lol

end of the day

and look at our face so redish and black

lol im so red

i tot he could apply for me but
i guess i will just use my tears to apply those wound myself
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

3 KM inter-campus run

2009-02-18T19:15:00.005+08:00

who's that STRIKING shoes belong to ??

thats my valent =))

and me =))

im 328 and lentlent is 330

bibi and i =))

oh yar after that run
we took 168 home
doubledecker bus is the best for viewing the senery
so we took the front seat

but never did we tot that the best seat is actually the worst
haha
i guess only me and va;ent knows abt it =))
the sun is so super scrotching and the bus is god damm slow
and when i say slow its really that slow
where by the other bus which is only infront us a little can disappear just awhile
anyway we use the sunlight to make a funny effect =))

is my teeth more shiny den usual ???

no dye
natural anime character

i wanna be one too
but i guess i do look like an old ghostly lady

come on show your teeth man

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

its finally here

2009-02-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

BABY =)) guess wat ?!!

YOUR PRESENT HAS ALREADY FEDEX TO ME ALREADY !!!
woot woot woot

excited ???

hee
tml im going to give to you
and as you promised

you will only open it up

when reach school
settled down at your seat

den you can open it up
a promise is a promise =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABY =))

2009-02-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

hohoho
well ppl have been asking me abt my DATE =))

well perhap its the first time we celebrate valentine
not knowing how the situtation will be on that day

we didnt book a table in advance
and when i say advance
its should be few days
den movie not booked

oh yar meiting told me abt the STB sms
flash the sms and get 4 free ticket to flyer / sentosa / bird park etc.
but when we reach there its only 11am

HELLO !!!
its only 11 am
and guess wat ? the tickets are FULLY REDEEMED !!!
my god haha

anyway we did manage to watch movie
but at LIDO which we had to specially go down to orchard
=))
and as for dinner ?
we reserved a table in the afternoon at PARISS =))
and 8pm they will be calling us as we are at the waiting list
woot =DDDDDDDDD

but before dinner we went to PERANAKAN again
and if you are asking me why go again ?
ytd go le wat
haha all i can say is theres still a lot to go
and i feel that bringing my boy to such place for date is special =))
coz movie and dinner are too normal =))

den after the peranakan thingy
baby was DYING FOR FOOD
hee
and i called the PARISS
and know wat ??
THEIR SERVICE SUCKS TO THE CORE

me: hello, hi, erm i reserved a table this afternoon and you said that you will ring us up at 8.
csr: erm can i have your name
me: Miss Yeo
csr: erm sorry dun have
*stunt**speechless*
me:but i called up and booked and your staff has taken down my name and no. ?!
csr: i dun know
*stunt and speechless again*

baby was so angry and pissed off
that he threw temper at them
opps maybe not temper
but rude to them
and thats the first time i saw baby behave like that

i think he's really DYING FOR FOOD hehehehe =)))

otw back to cityhall by the funvee bus

hee =)) tidy his hair lol

yes i love capture his ugly and funny side

oh man my love love wor

look mr bean lol

den we went to suntec pastamina to see his frenz and eat too
he must be thinking
*hey why you keep taking my pic ??????*

wats wrong with his eyes again

yea =)) nice one
together with no. 14

the museum

the orgin of the peranakan

he look smart

baby itchy hand =))

heeellllloooo hee =))

dinner at PARISS

table full of yummy food =p

see told you baby DYING FOR FOOD

YUCKS !! shell shell shell !!!

gottach baby

guess wat baby says abt this ??
two BLACK BREAST
1 BIG 1 SMALL

he is enjoying his tempura =))
take 1

take 2

take 3
and this is the feel of enjoying good food
unlike those 2 takes

loves loves

and guess wat he says again and laughing at the same time
the BALL of ku ku bird
haha

shark fin soup =))
and we both have 2 bowl each
hohoho

our delicious dessert
honeydew sago with some cupcakes

and my icy ice-cream

hee =))

he's trying to smell the flower

back home =(((
well time just pass so fast
and its time for camwhoring =))

the flower baby bought for me

the redeco of the flower by me =))

baby bought me a crumpler bag =))
a camera bag =))

and thats wat i really wan hahaa

the UNDERWORLD movie

as you know underworld is something like residence evil
and there's a joke abt the word

ytd
me, valent and mt was talking abt those sickening guy who sits at the residence area calling for me for my no. (im not showing off but its for real)
and i was complaining to them
den on the same time i was asking baby wanna watch the movie
and i smsed him that
underworld is like RESIDENCE AREA
and he laughed at me lol

well i cant do two thing at the same time hee =))

baby thanks so much for everything =))
and though im not able to give you on time
but im sure its worth waiting =))
happy valentine's day my loves
nothing gonna seperate us
not the lots and not wat my fortune-teller uncle
and i believe next valentine we still celebrate together =))
and i make sure everything goes smoothly baby
I LOVE YOU
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

INTO THE PERANAKAN LIVES

2009-02-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

Day before Valentine's day
we went out to the PERANAKAN MUSEUM =))
and we had lots of fun knowing the lives of the peranakan
=))

they are the malay who are allow to eat pork
as they are part of chinese too =))

but we have been searching for the place for a long time
and when we finally reaches the place
its like going to 8.10
and the thing ends at 9

haha
the customer officer was kind enough to ask us to wait for abt 10 more min
so that we can get in FREE !!!
WOOT
SO...
are we singaporean ??

the answer is YES !!!
thats why we waited haha
like the normal singaporean
" FREE AR !!!! ok la can la no problem "
singaporean standard line haha

alright lets take a look =))

alright =)) like i said we were waiting for that FREE entry =P

and wat will we be doing ?? CAMWHORING LA
hee=))

opps did i shock her ??

THE WEDDING ROOM

the baby clothes =))

and shoese too

that are sew by there beloved mother

she's listening =))

im posing =))

she's posing too haha

it looks so real =)) rite ??

woot wat a big living room

how i wish baby could give me all this haha

the dinning place

she looks cute la

kitchen

dun you think it looks so familar??

"stop touching my BALD head =))

tada =)) thats all for the day

HAPPY EARLY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OF YOU

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

upcoming valentine celebration =))

2009-02-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

yupyup =))
valentine's day celebration is coming soon
yea
saturday im so going to ...
i still dunno

hee im so excited
coz i dunno wat im getting hee
man

but i have a very special gift for baby =))
and it really took a lot of effort haha
run up and down
shipping somemore =))

i bet you still wondering wat im getting for you haha
mumu baby
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-02-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

you never noe what's in my mind
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-01-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

yea yea
=))

baby is coming back tml =))
YES !!
but he will be reaching at 11 pm
which means i can only meet him on sunday =((

that sounds bad rite

anyway im super excited baby coming back
=))
we have never leave each other for as long as 1 week
i do really miss baby
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-01-29T09:54:00.002+08:00

nightmare keeps looking for me
and i really hate that bloody feeling in me
it just appear so real

the part when my heart turns cold?
numb?
when he broke the news that he wanna break up ?

GOSH
pls leave me alone

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

save the last dance for me

2009-01-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

suddenly just feel like watching the
SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME

man
that was an amazing drama
though its a little draggy
but its nice

nice and touching that i cried when watching
dunno for wat reason
and i love watching alone
coz when i cry no one see hee
and did i mention
its hard to see me cry for drama or even movie

ask baby watch
he like dun really wanna watch =(((

den have the urge to watch so much
that i search like hell
damm
and i cant find it

its wednesday
baby coming back on the sat =))
yes
heho

i miss my baby
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy happy MOO YEAR !!!

2009-01-27T22:56:00.004+08:00

oh well finally
manage to blog something abt wat i have been doing this few days

erm took some pic when we reach home
=))

and also
i have been calling baby
and its hard to get through

damm sad =((
i keep calling when i cant get through
and i felt so helpless
and i cried =((((

den finally get through
granny say"
"hi , you jia qing's frenz ?
oh he fall asleep le
you call tml k "

damm i was like super disappointed de lo
den call le
first time i call le den no one ans
den after that the uncle ans say he went out buy thing
12 i call auntie say he went bathing
=(((

finally he ans my call hee =))

i miss my baby
count down 3 more day yea yea

first

daddy and mummy
take 1

take 2

take 3
coz mummy keep saying that her smile not nice
hee
as usual guy will be irritated
daddy is scratching his head
hee

brother and mummy =)

me and my lovely brother =)) hee
he look so handsome hee
like my bf rite ??

me and mummy =))
lousy brother =))
n camera skill hee

my sec day de clothes =))

alright long time nv camwhoring =))

=))
baby i wanna kiss you

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

BABY =(((((((((

2009-01-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

i was so freaking upset and disappointed
and i cried instantly
when i heard that baby was sleeping =((

i dunno is the freakin fone problem or the freaking line
upon trying so many times
finally its like get through

baby's granny told me he slept alr
for like very long

man baby baby
why cant you stay awake for awhile longer =((
you should noe i will call at 12 rite ??

man
i misses you so much

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy 5th month baby

2009-01-25T13:00:00.003+08:00

erm
somehow i felt so moody
dunno why
i dun have any mood for new year

in fact i do noe why im so not happy =((
i miss baby so badly

i cant help but cry when i saw baby send a msg to me at 6 plus before he went to malaysia
when im still asleep
=((
i cried back to sleep
to think of wat he sent to me
i feel like crying

alright
anyway ytd is our 5th month anni baby
=))
we went out for a swim and to gym too
den after that went to eat dinner with my family

baby next year i bring you there ok =))
muacks muacks

wwoot baby suntan =))

me and my cousin =))

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

GIA GIA WITH BABY

2009-01-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

heho =))
finally went out with baby
=))

why i said its finally
coz we were busy with work and sch

the only time to meet is only when we pick each other up from work
oh man
i miss you baby =((

and dunno why this few weeks really damm busy =((
and few more days baby going malaysia
during chinese new year
to visit his relatives
oh man
no baby no =((

ok fine forget abt that

went to orchard to buy psp for brother
ITS LIKE DAMM EX LO
can you imagine an electronic game for $425
gosh

den after that went shopping
baby and i each saw a pair of nice nice shoes =))
and we bought it
hee
due to the limit time we have
we cant watch movie
oh no
but no worries
i enjoyed the day

THANKS TO THONG JIA QING
=))
thanks baby
i love you

his FOUR SKIN bag
like so uncle picking drinking can hee

there's the full view

hee randomly camwhoring

he did prepared yet

and i just took it

hmm baby is looking at GUCCI thingy
sorry baby IM BROKE
heho

he looks cute la

ok he's trying to do that sickening horsy mouth

i think only i can do the best
the legendary horsy mouth

and this =))
try to flip your lips and see if one end touches the other ???

he's so bad la keep laughing at my mouth
BUT...
baby not the only
PEI ar CHICHI ar MAY ar VALENT ar and MEITING too =(((

opps baby you wanna open your eyes a not ??
hee
and you lok like a freak =))

PIGGY MOUTH

baby thanks for the changes you made

from a hate-pic taking bf

to a bf who at least willing to take pic with me
im so happy

and thanks for painting my life with colours =))

I LOVE YOU

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

trippy to " BULL CART WATER "

2009-01-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

hads a good trip to chinatown =))
to shop and buy my dye =))

hee meiting and lent lent keep bully me lo (((
hee

damm it
oh yar we also took some special pic
with meiting de palariod
did i spell it rite ??
hee

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CHICHILIA

2009-01-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

yupyup =))
we celebrate our lovely cecilia's birthday =))
at the same old place
SEOUL GARDEN !!

but sis doesnt seems to have the mood
=((
anyway we did enjoy ourself too
hee
and eng yong
hee she first time eating there wor hee

opps shit sis dun scold me hee

happy birthday cecilia

opps =)) zi lian again

before we head to the SEOUL GARDEN

me and eng yong

oh yar before we went for the briefing abt the SHRI thingy
we went to MOF
=))

mango

strawberry

act one cute

woot full of yummy food

that sinfully chocolate and marshy mello =))

take 1

shit its dripping !!!

oh LOOK !!
the EXPANDed hotdog =))

guess who's teeth ???

the ice cream "cake"

oh yar
did i mention ??
we ate for 3 hr plus
3 HR PLUS !!!
hee

2009-01-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

i was touched
when baby told me wat he said
aww man
baby was talking to his frenz abt r/s
and he said:
"i dun wanna change anymore"

baby i also dun wanna change too
well i noe im stubborn
and that's me =))
hee
but no matter wat i will control my temper =))

damm
im saving money
for hehoheho
important mission

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-01-09T09:09:00.001+08:00

just when you think that everything is fine
look back again
theres a lot of changes that you didnt realise

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

SHOO SHOO BAD LUCK 1

2009-01-06T21:49:00.011+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner =))
few more weeks we will be elebrating new year

by now i guess
everyone must be busy clearing those old items
or unwanted stuff
to welcome a brand new year

oh well
though im a little messy
but i do clear up too

and i found a lot of fun stuff =))
hee

let the pic do the talk =))

rmb this kind of books =))
where we used to ask ppl to write their their BIO-DATA

an example of the data =))
valent still rmb this hee

my old report book

heho =))
grade 2/1/1
woot

opps shit drop liao
grade 2/2/1

alright i seriously hate this teacher
lol
and huess wat she is also
MRS YEO

i looked through my album =))
omg i look like this when i was like sec 1 or 2

lol

box of disc

lol my childhood song's disc
so amazing rite

songs like ten little indian boys ar
top of the world
lol

and this file
i didnt noe how i get it

OMG
i found my
CLAY-MAKING EQUIPMENT =))
AND CARVING TOOLS

no.1 - smoothen the inner corner
no.2 - cut out the design
no.3 - for carving out the words
no.4 - smoothen the rough
no.5 - ???
no.6 - cut out the clay

the carving too for the rubber sheet

for sharpen the knife

valent still rmb this ??
=))
that was when we are
SEC 3
HEHO

oh man
this has been with me for like dunno how long
since ... i was PRI 1
DADDY GAVE ME AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT
=))

empty house

now its decorated

=)) That's mummy

our gym area

our room =))
like so messy

our baby room

boy - Li Qing

girl - Jia Li

gay/les - Jia Ting

ok i noe im lame enough for using the same old name =))

our hired bar tender

heho =))
thats me and baby

i got a princess POLLY POCKET too =))

my notes

like dunno how many stacks

oh yar

still rmb this card ??

mr neo gave each of us 1 card

with his tots and feeling

opps

i guess imma bad bad girl

hoho

thats all for part 1 cleaning

part 2 cleaning will be coming soon =))
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-01-04T16:25:00.005+08:00

hoho went out with my lovely darling on wed =))
welcoming the start of the 2009

hee and we watched the IP MAN
baby say he is IP MAN
gosh so shameless rite hee =))

and i told baby wait for me
im going to hong kong to learn from the master

hehe
went to amk to watch movie =))
den go bugis shop for baby new year clothes
=))

hee

stupid dee make me laugh like hell

heho =)) my HANDSOME baby =))

hee i shall not say =)) i noe im pretty = opps

baby took de

best advertisement for Darlie =))

i suddenly realise we look somehow alike =X

oh well went to ICA to acc dee do his IC
lol
misplaced his wallet
den end up lost the ic
so there goes his 100 bucks
rrrooaaarrrrrr

den a little budget le so went the HOLLAND village
to have katong laksa
as well as buy hamham de food at pet shop

woot
the puppies are so cute and its only
1280 bucks
my god
if i can take pic and show it out
im sure you will agree too

the yummu LAKSA

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2009-01-04T16:07:00.002+08:00

opps shit =))

IM OFFICALLY APOLOGISE to my beloved bestie =))
sorry to put 3 times aeroplane lol

hee
dun worry the next one i sure
i will be there
BUT ..
if theres any changes i will inform you guys hee
pls dun eat me up

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

2008-12-28T19:33:00.002+08:00

oh well =))

went to the POST SWENSENS CHRISTMAS PARTY
=))
may invited us to the party =))
i guess there's ppl surprised abt us going there
huh?!
well

AT LEAST i feel that they are welcoming me
oh well was so surprise to see shirley there
coz she said she has a party at night
but didnt mention its SWENSENS'

anyway take a lot of pic
with the old staff =))

yupyup
and i stayed till 3 plus den went home
and baby was quite mad and worry
=(

heho

pic coming soon =))

well its not only the few of us see the changes
but to the most of ppl who knows you for quite a sometimes
you shouldnt start OR keep blaming ppl these and that
but maybe reflect hw much have you changed
that lead to the ppl surround you, irritated

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

happy HAPPY 4 MONTH & CHRISTMAS EVE

2008-12-24T12:11:00.003+08:00

yepyep =))

fourth month with baby =))
and we celebrated it togather with CHRISTMAS EVE
WOOT ~

actually we have 4 mission to be done
which is

take my brother's newly made specky
go sembawang for the HTC casing
watch movie
go BBQ

but end up
we only accomplished 1 mission
which is getting the ORIGINAL HTC CASE

brother newly spec ??
forget abt it le -_-

watch movie ??
dun feel like. lol

BBQ??
cancel le lor hahah

but still =)
laughter throughout the whole journey
and baby never fail to make me laugh hehohehoheo

den we saw a lot of thing we target to buy
=))

then night time
went to church with baby =))
and saw a lot of ppl wearing those gown
suddenly feel like getting one too =))

omg heho

OH YAR !!
mummy (dee's mum) =))
gave me a christmas present too =))
so sweet

baby =))
dating doesnt mean that catching movie
having fine dinning dinner, then
counted as celebration
nonono
as long as im with you
im happy =))
and IT IS A HAPPY 4 MONTH
=))
not a not happy 4 month
hehoheho
i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))

i want you right now

2008-12-20T01:40:00.001+08:00

man baby just gone for like ????

3 hours and im here missing him so dearly
=((((
mmmmeoooooowwwww

i LOVE my boyfriend super duper much =))